“You are still hard, we can’t have that” Paul said after he had untied my ropes and removed the mask and gag. Blowjob sex I have since tried to recreate the feeling of being unwillingly bound and anally violated in role play without much success. Pulsing again and again he released what seemed like gallons of cum into me as he held my hips. My asshole felt like it was going to tear in half. No one could hear me. My body writhing in pain as he placed his other hand on the small of my back and held me down. I lay there defeated, tears running down my face, unable to protest or ask anyone for help. The initial fear and humiliation of having someone you once trusted forcefully enter you against your will is a feeling that I have longed for every day since.
