Over the next few of months they tried to operate on me, but every time they even attempted to touch my spine or open me up, my vital signs took a nose dive and I almost died, they could not even fuse my spine, the doctors thought it likely they might be able to do something in a few months when some of the trauma subsided, so they strapped me to a flat plank, so I was unable to hurt myself, who were they kidding I was unable to move anything but my head and then it was only a partial movement,, my daughter on the other hand was making great progress and had come through eight operations, to the point where she would be allowed to go home, I decided I was going to do the same, if I was going to die I would do it on my terms, the doctors were not pleased, but they could not keep me there.
