I felt my dick throbbing in need of release. Blowjob sex I was all on me… but I liked it, I was the tease, it were my doings after all. We fell over of exhaustion and he was leaking from his gaping hole. After some pounding I felt my seed boiling in my balls and I knew I was near. And then I heard myself say: “Please will you fuck me?” I never had anything in my ass before except my own finger, but probably thanks to the drugs I was so relaxed to take his cock in my ass without any pain. He slowly opened his eyes and smiled…
I needed some time to coop with the realisation of what had happened, when you’re sober again it can cause some guilt feelings. One night in July 1999, I met this girl Phoebe, and we started flirting and hanged out with each other and ended up at an afterparty in a house of a guy I even didn’t know.
